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[Oct. 4th, 2004|05:06 pm] |
i got kinda bored with livejournal.
so i have a xanga now.
im taking more pictures.
im taking a bus down to birmingham next week.
fred is taking me to see death cab live.
set design ate my balls..
<3 shan |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2004|06:19 pm] |
quite nice. belle and sebastian today makes me feel like im in a child's dream. and sometimes i think i really am, .. but strictly on friday evenings, saturdays, and sunday afternoons. for the remainder of the week i am merely floating from class to class, or lost in an art project, waiting (patiently) for time to pass, and my music... god i would not be here without my music.
i scare myself more and more often. i am not my usual repressive self. but who am i really? and am i not the only one asking myself this question? today i felt so angry at my sister (what's new). and i swear there was more to it than she would not listen to simon and garfunkel in the car ("they are, like, SO fifty years old!") but still something inside me went terribly wrong and i started to scream postal service lyrics at her... and not just scream but with all my voice. ive never done anything quite like that before, but it did lift a great weight off of me. that and the other day i muttered "fuck you" to her random friend, who was acting incredibly superficial and shallow.. like all the rest. if she was not "scared" enough of me in the first place, i was more than happy to fulfill her suspicions.
in a town so small there's no escaping you
<3 shan |
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[Sep. 21st, 2004|04:02 pm] |
hmm okay i figure im gonna write in here today, and say whatever the fuck i want. first, the predictable: i miss fred so much!! and it's only tuesday but i figure that in two more days i'll see him again! goddamn work. it is fun and mostly boring but it takes away from my fred time. i do tear tickets though... nah.
uhh ive started a new project in art. it is a series of mike shirtless. this is for figure drawing purposes. taking pictures of him was, interesting, to say the least. i hung around craft again today and watched set changes for the play. i have a better idea of what im doing today than yesterday. yesterday i was completely lost (im not a drama kid), and he kept asking for my opinion, and then began to interrogate me "what are you thinking? i hope you dont mind cussing, but you do hang around fred. why are you so quiet? what's going on? are you always this shy?" me: "well, ... around fred im not" craft: "of course you're not! you're all smoochyface with him" and then i ran away. kinda sorta. the nerve of that man!
hahahah my english class ate hot sauce today. and i sat with the cool newspaper kids at lunch. i like those kind. yummy. and passing notes with will in chemistry, as always.
what else, what else... my sister is her typical bitchface self. but i joke about her enough with my friends that it doesnt bother me as much anymore. my birthday is in a month, so that's kinda exciting. daisy is coming back this week!! so be sure to say hi, or hug her if you're friendly enough.
have a wonderful remainder of your day, reader.
<3 shan |
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[Sep. 19th, 2004|07:42 pm] |
where do you go in your coonskin boots?
oh i just want to be with you
i know you never said that you would stay
forever and it's getting late
i seem to always catch these particular lyrics in the car when i say goodbye. i probably just slaughtered them cos i cant find anywhere. to make a long amazing weekend short, i didnt sleep much. work and fred and i have to admit ive been so unbelievably happy lately goodnight.
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